Introduction 1. A Young Buddhist Goes Forth 2. Who Gets to Drink in the Dhamma and How 3. A Friend in Need 4. The Beginning of a Crisis in Faith: Harsh Speech 5. Hellfire and Karma 6. Like a Corpse-Filled Bowl: Meditation and Maechi 7. A Heart Defeated in Faith: Crisis and Loss 8. Perseverance and Striving: Resolution of the Crisis 9. Confidence in a New Way of Living Dhamma 10. Possibilities and Resolution: Maechi Wabi and the Institute of Thai Maechi 11. Meditation and Social Work: The Institute and Maechi Leaders 12. Departure 13. Conclusion Appendix Approach, Transliteration, Pronunciation, and Translation Endnotes Glossary Bibliography Index
Sid Brown is Assistant Professor in the Department of Religion at the University of the South. She lived at a convent for Buddhist nuns in Thailand while researching this book.
"...the rich details that [Brown] provides in terms of Maechi Wabi's experiences is truly commendable." - H-Net Reviews (H-Buddhism) "An absorbing and unique story. At the heart of it is Wabi's personal spiritual journey, especially as a Buddhist meditation practitioner. The reader also learns a considerable amount about women in Thai Buddhism." -- Donald K. Swearer, author of The Buddhist World of Southeast Asia "This book will give readers some good insights into the actual practice of Buddhism today and the difficulties that some women have encountered in trying to live it." - George D. Bond, author of The Buddhist Revival in Sri Lanka: Religious Tradition, Reinterpretation, and Response